Confusion

"Confusion, Confusion, all my world's a bright delusion, all my life's a torn circus, all my mind comes tumbling down."

I feel scattered, not unsure, but scaterred. Cohesive thought is not forthcoming at the moment, no doubt due to my exhaustion from work. I long to be in America. It, for me, holds the key to dreams that seem unattainable in Australia. I'm not even sure what they are, but I know that they are not attainable here.

"No one here get's out alive"!

Lyrics, poetry, songs i've heard a hundred times and never really understood are now clear, the message, if there is one, is coming through loud and clear. It's extremely odd, i'm not sure how it's come about, but it has.

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And on another topic...

How foolish are people, to think that they will live forever in some form. All logic points to the true answer yet there is some mental block that stops most people from admitting to themselves the truth of matter. No one here gets out alive. There is no soul, there is no spirit. We are humans, we are born and then we die. Sometimes we expire other times we are terminated. The fact still remains, when you're dead, you're dead. There's no heaven, there's no hell. You're not going to be sitting on jesus's lap up in heaven nor are you going to be burnt by the devil. Be true to yourself and admit this fact now. Start living, start taking charge, live for now! Never do anything that you regret, don't miss out on once in a lifetime chances. I have but a few regrets so far in my life, I don't intend to add to this list ever again.